How I push and motivate myself part 2

Part 2 How I push and motivate myself

Well, day by day... I feel more afraid with my future.. Doubt with all my plans, feeling bad with the bad or hard things that have gone so far on me...

Every single day I always look at my friends, I have found some friends with full of enthusiasm,  positive thoughts, some friends who look more enjoying their life with their friends eventho we have same busy time, and some friends who always complain (moreover everytime we have meeting or something that asks their arrival)

Every night before sleep, I always think again something that I have been thinking in the past time... Sometimes I want to stop this,  I want to go out from this situation, I want to calm myself down, and every I do something when I have a lots of things to think, I can't focus..

Do I ever want to stop and give up?

YES EVER!!! For stopping... Hmm yeah, this thoughts come when every I have problems. But  believe it or not I never want to give up :)

How come I can stay for keeping motivating myself?

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Curiosly, sometimes I keep trying to believe with what I have been doing till now and of course with all things which refer to all my plans in the future, so I try so hard to keep trying to do anything that I can do. But you know?? It is sooo hard. Yeah, really hard.. Moreover in this situation (well as known as 3rd semester) I can say this is one of the hardest time for me. Why? Because I have more jobs and bigger responsibility between being college student with higher and harder subjects in university, being "committee" (panitia) for 4 events in a year, and I can have a lot of meeting in a week, and still many more...

Brevity, maybe I don't tell what I have been doing specifically to someone else, or even to my parents (eventho my mom is the best friend ever for me!!) For now, I keep solving all the problems by myself without telling anyone firstly, except if this situation is too hard and I need helps or a help... Maybe yeah I'll tell and ask some people to help me out, but I just want to try to be more mature and solving my problems by myself firstly.

How can I do that??? 

When I don't have someone to cheer me up (as known as also I don't tell to other people and try to solve the problems alone) I always try to cheer myself with saying "(put your name), I know you can do it, I know I will have (say the duration of the impacts from your problems, for example you've got a problem and it can give impacts for you for 3 years ahead, but the impacts can be started since this day) years/days/months as the impacts for this problem, this is not gonna be as so hard as you think if you keep trying your best. So please wake up from the laziness, just don't think too much, your good results will be in your eyes (put the exactly time when you have prediction of this problem to be happened, for example you have got problem with your thesis, and you have struggles on it, but you want to predict you'll finish it in 3 months, then say " In 3 months again")." And you can put some other motivation sentences for yourself... You can copy and paste from the motivator too! "

And don't forget to say whenever after praying, you can say "God will bless me and help me out from this situation, all the things what I need right now are just keeping praying, never giving up, and having enthusiasm. "

Do this every day( you can say this whenever you feel down)

Addition:
-Looking for and watching more motivational videos
-Telling your problems to somebody or people you believe- -KEEP BELIEVING GOD and ask him to help you.

Well maybe only this what I can help for you, keep believing in what you have planned! Good luck!!! And may God bless ya! ❤❤❤

Notes:
If you want to get what you really want, you need to have enthusiasm and motivate yourself more before you have thoughts to stop them (your wishes or plans)

Writer: -Dewanti ( a young world changer)

My beautifull and incredible journey in Thailand

Losing my hopes but getting new choices

Have you ever wondered about your hopes? like you've tried but you feel like you always fail. That is same with me. I have failed for many times, have I ever stoped to chase my hopes? Yeah, I have ever felt like I couldn't fight my doubt, the struggles, and still more. The most saddness thing happened to me when I decided to choose a major that actually I didnt know and tbh I was not interested, that was happened to me because of some reasons. But, God gave me the chance to study in that major, though I didnt think that the major was really fit for me, after I spent my time for 1 semester to study about Food Technology in University , I felt that I could be interested to learn more about food and the technology. The fears that usually came to me, now they have gone and I used to think that I was wrong to choose this major, but now I think all major can be fit to us, though it will be so hard for us, but if we keep studying and trying to dare ourselves to love our major, I am pretty sure it will be not as hard as we think :) , there is nothing wrong major, but now change your mindset if you study the major you don't like, you will be dared to study it for about 4 years, and you will try so hard to understand it and it can make you be a hard-worker, because the success is from your hard working. now I have realized that the major I've been learning is very benefit for me, other people, animals, plants, and for the Earth. I can contribute myself to create the better life!

   Now, I feel like though I lost my hopes, but now I have got my life with other choices, then it means that I have other hopes in my life, which are gonna be more important for me than my old hopes. We can't choose our life if God already prepares something different with our plans/hopes, but we can make them better though they're not our plans or even hopes. ^^


         So, now if you feel that you're unlucky person, or you feel your life is too hard, or you feel like you have got the biggest problems than other people just ignore your thoughts about it. Try to open your mind! Try to learn from your experiences (both good and bad)! Say that you are the best ! say that You can do it! Say that everything is gonna be fine and will gonna be better if I can finish it from now!

Make your hopes and make your big hopes!Don't be doubt! Don't be afraid!

Dont say alot to make new excuses when you feel so hard or get stuck! Look some motivations to help yourself! catch your hopes, make them happen!

You are the best!


Best Regards,

Dewanti (a young world changer)

How I push and dare myself (1)

Part 1.
How I push myself...

Sometimes, we know that everybody has their dreams. Many of them keep fighting to get their dreams, it is same as me. Well the most thing I will always remember is when I was always fighting and never giving up, just only to get what I wanted. I pushed and dared myself to fight my doubt, fear, and my nervousness ( though this one was the hardest one) by joining myself in the competition of German Olympiade in last December 2017. I got noticed from my friends, BEST FRIENDS, and also my NEIGHBORS!!! They( my friends or even besties) kept saying " dasar lu ambis banget dew ( you're very ambitious) " was not it a compliment? Huh, for me it was yes, but they said that with another means and ways and many times, so I thought that  it teased me alot. And there were some peple said " what for you studied harder? Girls would be at home, they should take care of their children and be housewife".For me, it sounded like it fell down my spirit and my reliance. I also ever wouldnt study to prepare it, why? Because I was so in bad mood when I heard that they would call me "ambitious" or they would asked me why I didnt continue my study and kept being ambitious when I joined with them. So did it make me stop and keep acting in fake way that I would not care to keep studying harder to get my dreams? SERIOUSLY I EVER DID IT, I ever tried to feel like a chill person and I acted like I wouldn't think too much, but I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T FEEL ENJOY. So what did I do then? I tried to find what's my aim to live, and I kept doing what made me enjoy, what I could believe by the process to get my dreams or something that I wanted to get. I know the people who claimed me like that and acted like, they actually had dreams. But why did they should keep claiming people who always try to work harder just to get their dream. BRUH EVERY PERSON IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT. YOU guys can't judge or claim them when they try to work just to get their dreams, every person has the way to reach their dreams.

At that time when I had some tests for German Olympiade, I felt so nervous, but back to what I have dared and pushed myself to be "SELF CONFIDENT", and when the result time came, I felt so nervous now with my result, but I kept praying and believing with my process, and........ THERE WAS MY NAME. I was called to be the 2nd winner, seriously I had never thought that I could pass it and got what I really wanted, felt unbelieve and my face and heart were full of tears, though I got many claims from others, mainly people who were near with me. And then what's after that????


Started from my best friends, friends, and my neighbours too (only some lol) they came to me and congratulated me. I felt happy, but there was a little thing that made me to feel so revolted. What was it??? There were some people said that how lucky I was, so I could apply to snmptn, and well a higher step to be accepted by snmptn (well it couldnt ensure, because it depended on your luckyness too), and some said " ah you were so lucky, if me? I didnt have any experiences, certificates like that" and still more.Well guys, you didnt know how much I were being so damn  tired and stressed, some people only looked at the results, without knowing how much the struggles that we had passed, the result that I got was from my ambition and my pressure of being called ambitious and you claimed :), the important things were becaused of your hard working and praying!!! For people who still think that girls should be a housewife, well guys!! Open your mind. We deserve a job and we deserve to do what we want as long as in the positive and good ways. And for people who always get claim like that dont worry you are not alone guys, successful person needs many claims, judgements, also struggles, but the point is they never giving up!!! No matter how much you have fell down, how much you've failed, how much time and money you have spent to rech your dreams. But believe me, you guys deserve your dreams!!! As long as you dont forget to keep working harder, believing, and praying! Cheers

CHASE YOUR BEAUTIFUL DREAMS WITHOUT STOP FOR HARD WORKING AND KEEP BELIEVING.